Dreams of Insomniac slumber

most men dream while they sleep
Sweet dreams broadens their imaginary lips and makes them smile
lengthen their slumber in hopes of living the dream just a few more heartbeats.

Nightmares widens the real eyes, mutes the sweet lullaby, drives away the sleep
We draw solace in the more comfortable reality
We throw up prayers for the sweet dreams to come to pass
to lock away the nightmares in some corner far away from the world we breathe.

But my sweet dreams come to my life when I am wide awake
I fear the thought of dreaming about you while I sleep
I may never want to wake up
to break my dream of you by my side as I dream.

My nightmares are all about losing you
Although I only dream of winning the love of you
Tell me love how do I lengthen my slumber with my eyes wide awake
How do I embrace the decree of the Gods, chase away my nightmares
for I have not dreamt in my sleep.

rumblings on 23rd December

With every passing strand of time,

I find myself at the mercy of the same Gods
I can’t reconcile with the truth
that you will love someone else.
I find myself bereft of words
Rhythmic verses have transformed into hollow proses.
My heart bleeds to win your heat
My eardrums strain to hear your voice
My mind conjures images to fool my eyes
To tell me that you are here.
My mind create false hopes
that I create a situation
to hear your thoughts.
This is the last stage of bargaining.
A last prayer telling the Gods
I seek not the lighthouse
but the distant warmth of the rays
to bring a smile to my lips.

one of the best movies I have ever watched

I thought of several titles for this post- good dialogs, a coincidental part of any good movie – the day when seemingly random noises made so much sense. Thanks to larger than life status of Rajnikanth and Chiranjeevi – most of us who were born and brought up north of the vindyas have a sort of generic condemnation for south indian movies. We generally have a predisposed condemnation for this form of entertainment. Being from kgp I had free access to all kinds of movies being fresh out of kgp is more significant in this context.

I like to learn the language of the place I stay in. So i had asked for a few telegu movies primarily to have a nice laugh and pick up a few words. The movie in question was happy days. Wow what a flashback of the last five memorable years. Although i am from a purely residential campus and the movie was set in quasi residential college- there are moments that simply transcend the capabilities of 65000 shades rainbow dancing in my 22″ lcd monitor. The n number of trips I had to the beaches of Sankarpur and their memories chocked my eyes as I saw Chandu and his group dance with the waves.
I never thought the name Tyson could evoke sympathy and admiration in my heart till I watched this movie. Since I did not know the storyline, I kept hoping till the last lines of credit rolled out that university of Minnesota or its ramoji imitation will greet my eyes. Alas !!
We normally associate high-pitched ridiculous action and “mind its” over aged heroes in south Indian movies. How wrong I was.
Only emotion I could not relate to was girls getting jealous. It is just not possible to see those emotions in a skewed environment as that of kgp. I want to continue on and on but am sort of words. My post seems like a ridiculous attempt in English to pay tribute to the movie I watched without sub titles – not a matter of choice but lack of it- i had 2 cd version but net only has 1 dvd version srt files.Very few movies make a normal person develop such strong emotions for all characters. Even fewer movies make me watch the same movie again without forwarding .”Happy Days” did just that.

Facebook reaxions to my claims of being molested. Nothing serious abt the matter !!!

Himangshu Jyoti Hazarika my flatmates turning gay. have been physically molested 2 day 😦

Sat at 19:04 · Comment · Resham SarkarResham SarkarI would want to believe that this has a typo. 🙂 or 😦 ?Sat at 19:20 · DeleteMaulik KamdarMaulik Kamdarback to business after a dry span :P….Sat at 21:11 · DeleteBiswajyoti PalBiswajyoti Palthats becoz u r so cute…..Sat at 22:40 · DeleteHimangshu Jyoti HazarikaHimangshu Jyoti Hazarika@resham it was :(. i dont like being physically manhandled consentual stuffs ok.

@maulik n biswas yaar i m yr senior kuch to sharam karYesterday at 01:25 · DeleteAkshay SharmaAkshay Sharma😛 😛Yesterday at 03:17 · DeleteBiswajyoti PalBiswajyoti Paldoga ghussa kyun ho rahe hai aap? wat is not happening to u is not right….. but no one can deny the fact the fact that you r cute…..Yesterday at 03:45 · DeleteRitesh ParikhRitesh Parikhwht??shobhit ki sam??Yesterday at 04:47 · DeleteHimangshu Jyoti HazarikaHimangshu Jyoti Hazarikayes arikh bapu no longer takes care of kids when i was screaming for help he ws telling sam where he should toch me n i was just out of bathroom mujhe bachao !!!!!Yesterday at 07:42 · DeleteRitesh ParikhRitesh Parikhabb bas tum bhi duniya ke behkaawe mein aa gaye…woh farishte jaisa lagne waala insaan asliyaat mein ek shaitaan hai 😀 …bach ke rehna usse…Yesterday at 09:28 · DeleteShobhit GuptaShobhit GuptaOye molested doga…dont cry…this is a lesson for u not to roam naked in the apartment when kaam waali bai’s are there…and it was Sam who explored those “sides” of Doga 😛Yesterday at 09:31 · DeleteHimangshu Jyoti HazarikaHimangshu Jyoti Hazarikasobhit dirty mind. its like blaming someone being raped for their clothes and bapu u got a responsibility to kidsYesterday at 09:34 · DeleteShobhit GuptaShobhit GuptaSaale ab padha likha ke kamau bana diya hai…kab tak baap ke upper bojh bana rahega…go ahead and face the real urself…who seduce flatmates with silky soft skin.Yesterday at 09:47 · DeleteShamik GangulyShamik Gangulydoga this was subtle parenting on shobhit’s part … if he had not staged the intervention, u wud have been molested by ur bai … now who wud u rather be molested by … sam or ur bai ?? lesson learnt : dont dress provocatively 😀Yesterday at 11:03 · DeleteHimangshu Jyoti HazarikaHimangshu Jyoti Hazarika@ shamik my ex roomie i miss a safe roomie like u. you are the straightest person possible 😀Yesterday at 11:47 · DeleteSubhojit ChakladarSubhojit Chakladardoga … if u ever run for politics (or any of ur roomies does) … this line’s gonna come back to haunt u then!!!! 😛Yesterday at 12:13 · DeleteHimangshu Jyoti HazarikaHimangshu Jyoti Hazarikait will n i wont get a nobel prize like obamaYesterday at 14:15 · DeleteVaibhav SinghVaibhav Singhhuh dnt be a Rakhee sawant…first u arouse them and then complain of molestation 😛Yesterday at 15:13 · DeleteHimangshu Jyoti HazarikaHimangshu Jyoti Hazarikalodu even u taking pot shots at me. you yr true saathi @ kgpYesterday at 15:48 · DeleteSubhojit ChakladarSubhojit Chakladarisn’t this supposed to be the DTW spirit? … when someone’s backside is being pounded … jump on the bandwagon!
@doga … don’t worry … every ‘dark’ episode has its bright side … u might get the sympathy votes in Stockholm for this incident … u might kiss back the culprits then 😛
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